Post by Satomi Kaijuu on Mar 8, 2009 21:24:46 GMT -5
~Entry 1~
~I don't know why I'm even doing this. People will just think I'm even gayier because I have a journal. Whats the point of them anyways so eveyone can see your secrets? Well anyways I won't let anyone find this journal. I'm going to hide it well so no one can find it. Not in one of those stupid places either like under your matress or in your closet or something like that. Well thats all I have to say for now I guess.
~ The worse thing happened today! Someone found out about the Kaijuu family secret! her name is Ravenna. She has crimson hair, crimson eyes, and shes really hot! Anyways I was in the park reading Twilight and she just suddenly comes up to me and starts hitting on me. I mean I know I'm hot, but no one can resist me. Ok well back to what happened. She was leaning opn me and acting all cute and then suddenly I transformed. She so wants me. Then to make it even worse Zane transforms too and then he blames it all on me! It wasn't my fault it was that stupid girls fault! I can't help it when I have a crush on someone. Well thats basically all that happened and now she knows the secret. I hope she can keep her mouth shut. We would get in trouble with the head of the house and that would not be good.
~The Cultural Festival was....boring. Nothing really happened. Zane, Tsubaki, and I kind of hung out and it was....fun actually. Until Shane showed up and ruined it all. Zane and I were actually getting along too. Oh well. Then it gets worse......Ravenna showedup. I had to run away from her. It was so painful so depressing. Zane chased me for some odd reason even though he wanted to run away. It was nice. Zane helped me feel better and he said that he would stay around me when I was around Ravenna so it would look like I had a crush on him. I hope everything will work out. I don't know though. Maybe someday I can be around Ravenna without transforming, but......I doubt it.....
~Ugh! I can't stoping thinking about her! Its like shes taken over my thoughts. I want to see her........no I need to see her, but I--I can't. Its too risky. Especially for her. I don't want to see her get hurt. Shane would hurt her and he would take her away from me.....I can't let that happen. Its so painful! I have to see her soon or I will go mad!
~ Oh no! I have to do a school project how boring. Also its groupwork and guess who I'm grouped with Zane and Ravenna! How am I suppost to do the project!? I will transform for sure and then she will see me.......naked again. I can't deal with that again.....What to do?! What to do?! I'll figure it out somehow. Maybe Zane will know what to do. I should go ask him later. Well I hope the topic will be interesting not like the water cycle or something stupid like that. Well thats all that happened today.