Post by Seijun on Feb 26, 2009 22:09:57 GMT -5
“No, I don’t"
Well it would only make sense. Seijun nodded, a little glad that he didn't, or else his cousin would most likely try to stop him. That was something that he did not want, because that was what his sister would always do. She would stop him stating that she doesn't deserve to be in his presence. Although the truth is, he doesn't deserve to be in front of her grave. He has done far too much and was the reason why she had died after all. Yet, he still lived because he feared death, at the same time though he wasn't living. This is not what one would call to live. No, he didn't live, he simply survived. Each and everyday he survived just to not die but at the same time never enjoying life. That was why he was only alive, but yet he never lived. Just like an animal, he only survive the elements that life has given him.
"Shall we get going?" The teen asked, as he waited at his spot. He wasn't so sure if he should lead or if Shane should. Will, actually his cousin should seeing that he doesn't know his way to the cemetery. He hasn't been outside enough to be able to, that was why he would always have to ask people out at the streets. It was the only way for him to know which was the way. It was a sad thing really, but it wasn't' so bad...was it? He wasn't so sure about that thought and decided not to dwell on it, right now he just needed to go to the grave. Although he didn't exactly have any flowers to lay in front of it. Is he suppose to always bring flowers? It is a customary after all.
"How come you're so close to the head?" he asked, curious. He had always did wonder why, why be close to someone like that? How could he deal with her? Why doesn't he fear her? It was just so strange, that it was almost like facing the devil and not trembling. Was it some kind of bravado that he is trying to show? He never really did know.
Well it would only make sense. Seijun nodded, a little glad that he didn't, or else his cousin would most likely try to stop him. That was something that he did not want, because that was what his sister would always do. She would stop him stating that she doesn't deserve to be in his presence. Although the truth is, he doesn't deserve to be in front of her grave. He has done far too much and was the reason why she had died after all. Yet, he still lived because he feared death, at the same time though he wasn't living. This is not what one would call to live. No, he didn't live, he simply survived. Each and everyday he survived just to not die but at the same time never enjoying life. That was why he was only alive, but yet he never lived. Just like an animal, he only survive the elements that life has given him.
"Shall we get going?" The teen asked, as he waited at his spot. He wasn't so sure if he should lead or if Shane should. Will, actually his cousin should seeing that he doesn't know his way to the cemetery. He hasn't been outside enough to be able to, that was why he would always have to ask people out at the streets. It was the only way for him to know which was the way. It was a sad thing really, but it wasn't' so bad...was it? He wasn't so sure about that thought and decided not to dwell on it, right now he just needed to go to the grave. Although he didn't exactly have any flowers to lay in front of it. Is he suppose to always bring flowers? It is a customary after all.
"How come you're so close to the head?" he asked, curious. He had always did wonder why, why be close to someone like that? How could he deal with her? Why doesn't he fear her? It was just so strange, that it was almost like facing the devil and not trembling. Was it some kind of bravado that he is trying to show? He never really did know.
